Sympathetic Desire

SHINee VS S.H.E

2010-03-08T21:08:00.002+08:00

How can i decide this sooner?
To tell you the truth..
Since im now into Korean..i still love S.H.E too..
the date is nearing... SHINee is the special appearance guest at Singapore Entertainment Award.. on 13 March @ The Float, Marina Bay.

S.H.E will be in time on 17 April..

oh what should i do?????????????

Amusement..OR...Just Fated?

2010-01-05T20:00:00.002+08:00

Once again, i'm back again..yeah2 i know that i've long not updating...i'm really really sorry..

so, i decided to update something..

work? well, busy..tiring...sometimez boring..well that's life isn't it?

yeah actually having stress, on family matters.. feel like running away from home..
and truely said, i can't stay home for too long now..depression is getting on and on and it tires me out.

love? hell no.. recently it happens in my facebook..maybe i'm too nervous for this.. well i've just get this kind of feeling recently, but now i'm just going to forget about it.

songs? well, there's one, the hit song 'Manhanni' from U-KISS.. smitten of the cutest magnae, Dong Ho, the sweet-sexy lip Kevin, the handsome Eli & Ki Bum, the sweetest voice Soohyun, the rapper Alexander & the newest member Kiseop.

future? new resolutions, i hope that i can fly to Korea someday and be singer there..
why? since i'm now into korean..

that's it for now..
not in good mood.
just feeling confuse, occur to my heart too!

Crossing The Hardship

2009-10-01T06:32:00.005+08:00

Hello once again., my dearie blog. It's been along time since i'm update here.

Well i would like to start about my current job that i'm working in.
I remember clearly that i've started working on Friday, 4th Sept 2009.
Today is Thursday, 1th Oct 2009, which mean i've been working for 4 weeks. 3 more days before it's a month i've been working.

Yeah indeed i learnt a lots of new experiences. Working is just like doing housework, in my opinion. But sometimes i did mistakes. I'm just grateful that my colleagues are always friendly and they always be there to teach me whenever i'm getting clueless at times.

Since i'm getting to know more of my colleagues, do you know what actually had happened? Gosh, i just had a minor crush on one of my colleagues. He's a chinese though. Whenever i see him through his eyes, i can sense that my heartbeat race faster.

Well i hope it won't be too obvious that when i always joking around with him by hitting him in his arm..i did to no one else except him. Its just hard for me to make eye contact with him this days.. hmm *sigh*

There's another of my colleague, a malay guy. Whenever i see him, he just had a sleepy face glued on his face, and these days i spotted that he look sleepy, plus tired. I hope there's nothing wrong with him. He is one of the malay guy who can speak chinese, i envy him for that. But its ok, at least i can say simple chinese words and some korean too. hahahaha

Last but not least, I would like to thanks to Fiqah for coming to workplace. I miss you, Fiqah, and yeah i miss my other friends too!! See you gals soon!!!

Last of the entry before i go, well i just argue with my mum this morning. She asked me when will i get my salary and i said that i still haven't get it, and since it's not 1 month yet. But she keep bugging me that i can't just depend on 1 month. Well, then i said that i'm not sure. But i also waiting for my very first pay too. All of a sudden, she asked straight in my face, if i was just scared if she asked me for money. I was startled by how she say that in a way that i've never been thinking that will come out from her mouth. Then she continued that if she be like me, just working for free, it's just better to stay at home. This time, i replied back that if she really concerned of me not getting cheating, she can talked to me nicely instead of saying off that make me angry. And i say that she can always check with my boss if she still not satisfied with me. I just felt dissapointed with her, after that, she even commented that I blew up the conversations. Since when i start like that? She was the one who insisted to know when will i get my salary. When i say i don't know when, but soon i will get my salary, she asked me if i scared that if she asked me for money..so who's fault? who started first in that manner? =(

Well , i don't want to keep thinking about this matter. It really make me pissed off..

P/S: Happy Children Day (hahaha)

That's it for now.

3 Thoughts for me!

2009-09-02T06:42:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, 1st Sept, is the day i went for my job interview at 7 Eleven.
Alhamdulilah, i get the job even though i never did the interview as the manager gets an urgent call.
And so, i just submitted that i supposed to submit, plus fill in the form.
Wah, i am nervous, since it is my very first job and there are lots of new experiences i'm going to learn about.. My position? Sales Asst..Thinking that my maths calculation are 'sometimes' sucks..so i just hope that i will be able learn to cope! But still, feeling nervous..nervous..nervous in my thoughts still stuck in it!! i hope to get that rid faster!!

Other than i get employed, it's the day of my closest cousin birthday!
She grown prettier, taller and mature than me..
lol since i am 8 months older than her.
Just hope that she stay healthy and have beautiful smiles on her face always.

Even though i have wished her yesterday, i would like to wish her again..
'Happy Birthday Abby'!!!

Time are fast than i thought, but i'm glad that i have a lovely cousin!!

Last entry..

From left to right: Park Jung Min (Mal), Kim Kyu Jong, Kim Hyun Joong (Leader), Heo Young Saeng & Kim Hyung Joon (Baby)

I'm envy with Malaysian fans..
SS501 will be there tommorow, 3rd Sept to hold a fanmeeting & fansigning.
What's more? SS501 will give their fans there a surprised, which is, making their MV there!!
Wow the fans there are just lucky, for just receiving SS501 love!!

Yeah i'm still jealous and not satisfied, coz i really hope that they will come here in Singapore too, plus the surprise!

[21 Feb 09] S.H.E Singapore Autograph Session @ East Point

2009-02-22T17:36:00.000+08:00

Credit: Kite of CEFC

I still remembered fresh in my memory of yesterday big events- yup meeting S.H.E for the 2nd time!

As i am from CEFC or known as Chun Ella Fanatic Craze, my fellow members decided to devide into 2 batches. The 1st batch which timing at 6.30am and the 2nd batch timing is 9.30am. I'm in the 2nd batch and also a leader in my batch.

I'm envy with the 1st batch because they sat in the mall, with aircon and they sat near to the stage. They get to catch S.H.E throughout the whole events! Oh gosh!!

As for my batch, we had a very long queue and we settled outside the mall, enduring the hot sun! But yeah we had lot of fun together, talking about, S.H.E, Ella and even CE stuffs!

After a long hours, finally we had to move on nearer to the mall, but still we can't see S.H.E clearly. My members and me then started to on our radio to listen about S.H.E through YES 933fm. I was quite shocked that through the interview, Ella spoke in english and i can say that she have improved! And at the point of time, Wanzhen, one of my members spotted that when Ella whispered something to Hebe, her hand is pointed to our CE mascot(Pic above), thanks to Batch 1!

As time pass by, we get on closer till my batch reached in the mall and towards the stage. As we are getting nearer, my members and me screamed out to top of our voice and shouted 'Ella, Wo Ai Ni'!!! And upon to our surprised, she did response by looking at us and showed her sincere smile! We felt so excited and at that time, my toothache pains from growing of wisdom tooth immediately gone!

My turn to go onstage, I get to handshake with all of them. Selina & Hebe handshakes are quite normal, they did smile to me, of course. But when it's Ella, omg!!!! her firm handshake and her sincere, magic smile did enchanted me. Yes, i did get 'electrified with her for all i've known. She had a fair and beautiful skin and gorgeous too! Wow i really envy wih everything on her!!

Dorothea, one of our members, since she's the first time to meet S.H.E, at first it was normal and cool for her, but after we gathered, all of us can felt her heratbeat went faster and it was like it's going to pop out soon any sooner!

But that did not end. We managed their autograph and quickly went up to the 3rd floor. There, we screamed to S.H.E again. First we shout 'Ella, Wo Ai Ni', 2nd, 'Ella, Jiayou' and lastly there is another bunch of S.H.E fans went up to us to shout with them together, so yeah we did! We shouted, 'S.H.E, Wo Ai Ni'!!

LOL that's is the craziest moments i've had! And yeah i love it!!!

We then proceed to 2nd S.H.E activity @ Causeway Point. Met up with Batch 1 there. Annoyed with DJs with their long speeches. Quite dissapointed that S.H.E never sang at least one song though! But there's something interesting happened next. S.H.E fans went up onstage and brought the cake and sang both versions of chinese and english birthday song to Hebe's advance birthday. Ella then continued to sing in malay version and she did pronounced it fluently and clearly! Well done Ella! I admired you so much already!

This is unforgetable moments i've had! So much funs, and i've noticed that every several times, Ella was looking towards our mascot!

LOL Baobei, i really admired you so much! I can't forget your sunshine and magical glowing smile to me! Thanks for being a good actress and as a singer, i salute you for who you are!
Jiayou Ella! And Jiayou to S.H.E!

Here's our group photo:

Batch 1

Batch 2, my batch!

From left to right: Felicia, Me (Zurah), Dorothea, Kino and Wanzhen.

CEFC Members (Batch 1 & Batch 2)... Yay!!!

Stress

2008-11-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

There's time, there's a place that reminise beautiful moments in our life.
Not expecting to be moderate and perfect.
One does find envious in their daily life.
Live as one and be yourself.
But stress are everywhere.
Confine the problems or live it?
Face it, everyone must have their own stress-able.
Keep on digging to lose it.
Am i a pathetic loser?
Stress is just like a sore medicine that people would live with it.
Climb with it and did every single thing with it.
Even if it live with us, there's still life..
Yup, a life full of headaches!
So be wise and prevent it with our life!!